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"if you were here / would you calm me down"
I went downtown this morning after breakfast and did a little shopping. Well, I returned a purse I didn't like and bought a new one that I love. That's how I roll.

After that, I met up with Brian at the Embarcadero Cinema and we watched a little Irish film called "Once".

I really loved it, loved it so much. Though I gotta say the ending kind of made my jaw drop. Hope that's not a spoiler. It was just not what I was expecting. And yet a perfect ending in a way. Hey, kind of like the Sopranos?

It's time to start thinking about our trip to Chicago/Michigan coming up in a couple weeks. We'll be doing a lot of driving, to Midland and back, which I think I have done at least three times now. The heat and humidity will be a novelty to me. Must remember sunscreen.

Oh and I also bought a book today: "Dear Catastrophe Waitress". I started reading it and so far it's pretty good, though I am only slightly distracted by the use of the present tense, and I was disconcerted by the beginning where the story bounces from one year to the next in a series of very short vignettes. But it's okay. Just okay. We'll see.

In a way, visiting a bookstore while in the middle of writing a novel is very very depressing and disconcerting and overwhelming. Just about every new paperback with a female author seemed to have the exact same theme: single girl in the city lookin for love! Seriously. I read a lot of back covers and almost every one started with a variation on "Emily had a perfect life -- a great job and great friends, but no husband!" WTF.

I'm just worried that my story doesn't fall into any "niche." I mean, sure it has some universal themes like love and failure and loss. But it doesn't have a neat little ending with a wedding or a baby or whatever. Oh well.

I'm still having fun, that's TRULY all I care about.

Oh and one more thing: I decided to take a peek at my high school journal today. There is a VAST difference between my high school journals and anything written afterward. My god. This shit is so embarrassing I can barely read it. The only pleasure I get from it is seeing the names of my friends that I still call friends. That is pretty cool. I read the entry talking about the day I became friends with Jacob. :)

But I would also do things like write little fictional stories with kissing and sex (um hi not explicit) in them even though no one would kiss me until my first year in college. For some reason I had this idea that CRYING after sex was like, super romantic. Oh my god.

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music: Spoon: "The Ghost of You Lingers"

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Going to see the Mountain Goats tomorrow night!! weeeee!!

I wonder if Kuda is going to any of the shows.

Right now I am just workin on thee book and realizing that we should probably go grocery shopping in the near future. Trader Joes, I have a love/hate relationship with you.

Today I had a regrettable lunch: terrible cafeteria pizza. I was reminded of oh how you say high school? Ew.

Ok. Now for some audience participation.

Name a movie that you OBSESSED over as a kid, watching over and over until you had practically memorized it.

I can name THREE, which range in quality from garbage to brilliance:

1. Grease 2 (my shame)
2. Little Shop of Horrors (had the soundtrack)
3. Stand By Me (hot for Keifer)

God, two of them are musicals. What does that mean? MAYBE I AM GAY

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I just watched this French movie called "The Last Day".

spoilers )

So yeah. Kind of a bad little arty movie, but worth it for brief periods of this person almost naked.

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The list of movies that I want to see is as follows:

+ Volver
+ The Departed
+ Dreamgirls [shut up]
+ Little Children
+ Babel
+ Half Nelson
+ The Good Shepherd
+ The Queen
+ Letters From Iwo Jima
+ Casino Royale

Any thoughts or opinions are welcome! I am off all week and might allow for a nice movie break.

Some quick reviews of recent theatrical releases:

+ Stranger Than Fiction: Charlie Kaufman it is not. Good effort though. Not awful. Grade: B

+ For Your Consideration: Hugely disappointing. Should have stuck with mockumentary formula. It was all over the place and I didn't buy it or care. Grade: C-

+ The Pursuit of Happyness: Very good, well-paced, great performances. Grade: A

+ Borat: Look at the dumb Americans! I studied at Cambridge! Funny the first time, probably not the second. Grade: B-

Also today I saw a crow that was as big as a chicken. It was jet black from the tip of its bill to the ends of its claws. Stood there in the middle of the sidewalk, eating some garbage, hassling the puny pigeons, and just daring me to walk by. When I approached, it took a few steps to the side and kept one beady eye trained on me, but never lifted a wing to take off. Pretty sure this is the same bird I saw on the same block a few months back, sitting in a tree saying "cawwww. cawwww. caaaw." He's the king of our neighborhood. Sometimes in the early morning I hear his voice outside, deeper and throatier than the other crows.

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Saw "The Squid and the Whale" tonight. It was pretty good, nice tight little story, well done. Thumbs up.

I also decided that as soon as my novel is made into a film, I am casting the kid from this movie as the lead. He's about the right age, though you know what, I bet he's too short. But it's not like short actors don't fool us into thinking they're tall all the time. Right?



Tomorrow we're going to Amoeba to see I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness.

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