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so tired
I have joined my husband in SF through the weekend. It is very strange being back again. I have felt like I am having a dream that I live here again, especially when taking the N-Judah today. But I haven't had much sleep.

Today he went to work and I walked all over town. It's a shame I dropped my pedometer in the toilet the other day. I bet I logged well over 10k steps today.

I got my eyebrows waxed for free at Bloomingdale's, which was awesome. Then they put way too much makeup on my face. After that I took the train to Cole Valley and got a simple manicure. My nails were in bad shape. Better now.

I am exhausted and I really miss the cats. I wonder if it snowed last night.

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Things I Will Miss About San Francisco

My friends
Golden Gate Park
Light rail (though it sucks often, it’s fast when it works)
The Giants
Philz, Peet’s, and Blue Bottle coffee
Arizmendi Bakery
La Mediteranee
Pizza Orgasmica
Mayor Newsom and our liberal city government
Plastic carry-out bags against the law
The gays
Easy access to farmer’s market and good food in general
No active volcanoes nearby
No Wal-Mart

Things I Will Not Miss About San Francisco

Tiny urban condominiums that start at only $1.2 million
Filth and garbage everywhere
Cold, foggy summers
Inconsiderate and careless drivers
Five thousand homeless people, pissing in doorways of aforementioned million-dollar houses
Waiting thirty minutes for the next train
Our fucking bitch landlady
The Haight, Fisherman's Wharf, The Mission
The ugly carpeting on our bathroom floor, the rusty 50-year-old pipes, the cheap overpainted cupboards, shitty windows with no screens, ugly plastic kitchen floor, ant invasions every winter, lack of upgraded anything throughout, lack of direct sunlight, lack of closet space, and all-around crappyness of our $1850/mo apartment
No place to park
Highest gas prices in the land
Crappy public schools
Large and active faults in the earth’s crust

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shake shake shake
A light earthquake occurred at 8:40:00 PM (PST) on Thursday, March 1, 2007.
The magnitude 4.4 event occurred 2 km (1 miles) NE of Lafayette, CA.
The hypocentral depth is 17 km (10 miles).

wheeeee

that was fun.

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spring is here
San Francisco weather today: perfection.

Weather.com is lying and says it is "cloudy" and "62". Bullshit. It's crystal clear and 70.

I took a walk at 8:30am and barely needed a hoodie. Just now went downtown in jeans an a shirt.

We get our summer in February sometimes. Then in August it will be 50 and foggy every day.

I should go outside again, let's see if I can convince Brian to get dressed. To his credit, he did clean the bathroom while I was out.

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saturn day
All the front windows are covered with opaque plastic sheets. Can't see a thing outside. Ugh. Our already dim apartment becomes even dimmer; it feels like November in here.

Giants game last night was great. The Dodgers were beaten, I got to see Schmidt pitch, and I had a nice hot chocolate. The only downer was that we were unprepared for the usual late-summer chill. Should have brought a better coat. The fog came sliding in off the ocean around seven and by the sixth inning it was swirling through the upper decks with the gulls.

Today I need a long walk. I should get some NPR podcasts or something.

My book is driving me a little nuts right now. I think I am too much of a perfectionist sometimes. I feel like I am trying to write about something that is difficult to put into words. My fear is that it will sound hollow and false. I guess I won't know until it has actually been written.

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day off
Husband bought me a massage at this day spa on Fillmore. Gosh he's great. So I did that this morning. Afterward, I wandered around in the mild sunshine, and ended up at this chocolate cafe called Bittersweet. I had the richest, bestest mocha ever. It was a lot like drinking a cup of liquid chocolate, with a shot of espresso of course.

After an hour spent sitting in this cafe reading a magazine, I went back to the car and drove to Trader Joe's to get some food for the weekend. I am getting a lot more comfortable driving in the city. The key is just to be alert, and courteous, which is pretty much how I have always been as a driver. I am never in that much of a hurry.

Our building is being painted. The facade is now covered by scaffolding and black screens. The painters parked their vehicles in our driveway and it would have been a big hassle to ask them to move, so I just parked up the street. The cats would like to know what the hell is going on. When I walked in, Simon's voice was decidedly different when he greeted me.

Now I am sitting here listening to the A's game on the radio, and thinking about doing some writing, though really what I should be doing is eating some food and clipping my fingernails. They are too long. Then I am going to take a walk and listen to podcasts.

My neighborhood is still shrouded in fog, while the rest of the city bathes in sunshine. I don't think I'll ever get used to that.

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+ Boy am I glad our trip was last week and not this week. Looks like flying is about to get 1000 times shittier. Oh but I forgot, panicking is great for the economy! Especially when the waves of fear generated by the news broadcast are broken up every seven minutes by soothing, cheerful, glorious advertising. Don't you feel a little less scared now? Go buy a car! That's better.

+ Did you know that hearing aids are not covered by health insurance? Things that are covered: basic eyeglasses, Viagra, fertility treatment. If you lose your ability to hear though, well, you don't really NEED that, do you? Quit your whining!

+ (the above has to do with all the "research" I have been doing for my "novel.")

+ I brought my lunch to work every day this week. I reckon this saved me over $20.

+ Going to a show tomorrow. I imagine it will be pretty big -- it's at the Greek Theatre in Berkeley, which is a big horrible outdoor venue. I kind of dislike big "concerts." I was spoiled for years by the sweet intimacy of incredible shows in basements or bars or wee indie clubs. So when the band is a few hundred feet away, I'm kind of like, eh. You better impress me if you're going to be that small. Plus I am short, so I am sort of anxious about not being able to see anything. GOD I am so old. Or maybe I'm just particular, and like I said, spoiled.

+ Sometimes I wish we were moving asap. San Francisco is just so played out for me now. And hating our landlady I guess doesn't help much. Here is something I noticed about walking around in Seattle: It's not incredibly filthy and covered with garbage and littered with drunk homeless people. The city I live in, however, has that going for it. You stay classy, San Francisco!

+ I've been using this stuff on my skin daily for a couple weeks. By gum, it works...

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solstice
It is the summer solstice, the longest day of the year.

Here in SF it is about 85 degrees, hot and windless.

I walked around a bit after lunch to run some errands and these Ben & Jerry's employees were handing out free full-size ice cream cones on the corners near my office.

Wonderful.

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midday
I have NOTHING to do at work right now. There's a big dumb meeting I could be sitting in on (it's all-day) but frankly the content doesn't really concern my actual job. So instead I'm sitting here working up the focus to maybe tinker with my book.

The best compliment I have received so far on this thing was that the reader found herself wondering what would happen to the characters, and this was without the story sitting right in front of her. That's pretty much my objective, I guess.

I dreamed about seafood this morning. I was looking into a glass bakery case at rows and rows of lobster tails, shellfish, crabs. I wanted some oysters, but they had to be fresh. I am not sure what that's all about.

It is sunny and clear, but out the window to the west I can see a thick grey bank of fog just resting on the distant hills, waiting to stretch itself over the city in another few hours.

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summer
The weather today and yesterday was outstanding. Just crazy, bizarre, warm, humid heat. But perfect in a way. We had a nice weekend.

I finally got my desk in shape, and I'll be getting a new chair soon so that I can actually write in the office instead of the kitchen table.

This afternoon I wanted to go for a walk to savor this sunshine a little longer. I took my iPod over to the softball fields and sat down in the grass for awhile, watching people play catch. It was idyllic. Everyone had that sleepy late picnic look, like they had been outdoors all day and needed a nap on the couch.

Walked back home after buying strawberries and iced tea, then made a big ridiculous salad with chicken for dinner, watched Sopranos with Brian, saw the White Sox turn a triple play, and now I'm going to have berries and ice cream to cool off and hope the bedroom isn't too hot tonight because of course the window doesn't have a screen.

Oh and Spoon was on PBS last night -- they showed a year-old episode of Austin City Limits that they did. I had to sit through the Killers first, but then I Tivo'd the rest. It was pretty fucking sweet. Of course.

Listening to the Calexico that Dave gave me. I like it!

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